I
did not want to be an artist to begin with, I wanted to be a writer.
I have stories, like movies floating around in my head all the time.
I began writing them down in elementary school. As far as drawing
went, I always loved it, I always wanted to get better. In junior
high I decided I could do both and I began drawing on demand for my
classmates. I began to seriously study the human face in 8th grade
on my own. There were no classes I could afford to take to improve
so my father and I shared ‘how-to’ drawing books.
I have always had an amazing amount of support from my family. I have
also been lucky to have had so many wonderful teachers in drama, ceramics,
writing, and debate as well as art. There was a nasty mix up when I registered
for High School and I was bumped out of the art class I wanted, my
dad came in to see the art teacher with me so I could get permission
to join. As it turned out she was out of school for the first 2 weeks
because her husband had a heart attack, she saw my dad and recognized
him as one of the EMT’s that helped her husband. I was in the
class I wanted in a heartbeat. Mary Ann Judd Johnson is her name and
she is still one of my most loved people. She encouraged me and helped
me through more than just the aggravating process of learning this
art thing. She helped me out with school and the absences I had because
of the time I spent at home caring for my family while my mother had
severe back problems and cancer. She even fought in public with a
friend of hers to get me a half tuition scholarship for my first year
at UVSC. She told her friend, Barbara Wardle of the Visual arts dept.
at UVSC that I would be one of the best students she ever had. Three years
later Barbara told her she was right. Still happily in shock about that one.
At UVSC I met and was taught by 3 wonderful artists, Barbara Wardle
from whom I learned patience and color theory; Bob deWitt who taught
my first figure drawing class as well as further instilling in me
a fervent love of the art of the past, and Sue Parkinson a dear friend
and the woman who taught me the most about technique and confidence.
Sue was responsible for me transferring to BYU. She up and told me
one day that it had been decided that I had learned all I could with
them and that I should go somewhere I could learn more. She actually
threatened to give me an f in the class I had from her if I did not
apply. Well... At BYU one of the first teachers I met was Richard
Hull, he went out of his way to get me into school. I met Ralph Barksdale
on my first day of school at the Y. I was begging to get into his
always packed class. For some reason he picked me out of the group
and said "we must get you in this class" He didn’t
know me at all but he felt so familiar. He became my mentor as he
mentored several others, but our friendship was different. he was
like a father and still calls me one of his daughters. I had a lot
of difficult personal things to deal with at the time and he supported
me through them. I spent hours in his office over the next 3 years.
He often nagged me about drawing more. It was all due to him that
I had to retake my portfolio review, he told me that I needed 3 more
months of intense work. He was the guest speaker at our senior dinner
and used me as an example of why he loved teaching, he made me cry
in front of everyone. The other two teacher that were very influential
to me at the Y are Bethanne Anderson and Bob Barrett, both great artists
as well as great teachers.
As I have been working on my own, being out of school, I have found
that there seem to be more demands on my time that take me from drawing
and working on my art. Most relating to church callings and family
needs. But as I spend the time to help others My skills grow without
as much work. My best pictures begin in church when I am listening
to the speakers.
I have had a lot of trouble selling my work due to the fact that it
crosses genres and just doesn’t fit anywhere, except in my own
head. The market for artists is one of the first things to shrink
in an economic crunch, so jobs have been hard lately. I have met a
lot of great people in my search though, and making contacts is very
important. I have had a few conflicts with the ideas of the local
community on the subject of nudity. Last year I had a painting of
mine pulled from an art show I had organized because of the partial
nudity in it. I could rant and rave but all I have to say is that
the nude figure is timeless and transcends placement in earthly time
periods. For many of my paintings this is exactly what I strive for,
a feeling of universality. The harsh opinions of others can and do
hurt, but I try to incorporate such experiences into my life In a
positive way.
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